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niteo_logs2011-11-25 08:29 pm
beanstalk) wrote in niteo_logs2011-11-25 08:29 pm
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Characters: Kanda Yu [![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
promisedlotus], Lavi [looseleafbook]
When: November 25th
Where: Apartments
Rating: G
Summary: No one's harder hit than them.
Allen. Link. Cross. Mikk. All recent losses, and if Kanda wanted to go back even further, he could count his double as well. Exorcists from their world had flocked to Nesreca, and now, it seems they're all being taken away. Like the past few months and weeks were nothing but a tease, a 'game' of Libitina's. Kanda's always shrugged off loss, always quickly moved on, because that's who he was.
He's had no choice but to change the past year while he's been here. Gained time with Alma, experienced what it would be like if...Alma got to live on, as an Akuma, and as an Exorcist. Possibilities brought to light thanks to alternate universes. He actually got what you could consider, for him, close to Allen Walker. And yeah, they fought. They argued. They clashed and butted heads, like they always have. But it was never as often here. It was more 'swallow your pride and work together.'
But he cared. Losing Allen is what started it, for him.
Restless nights, continuous unease and frustration that he just couldn't find a release for. Then Link left. Then Cross, and shortly after, Mikk. His frustration and irritation at losing Cross was clearly now known by all, whether they chose to acknowledge it or not. It was there as plan as day on the network. Link and Mikk he barely knew, and didn't really care that much for. Just another piece of 'home,' as it was starting to become, while they were around.
It would definitely be nice if they could get a break from this, of people they were close with leaving. But considering their lives, how they've lived, it was probably too much to ask for.
Kanda makes his way inside of the apartments after trying meditation for an hour and a half, and he has to pause as he passes one of the doors by the front door. Room 102...didn't have a name. He just stood there, staring for a long moment. 'Allen Walker' was still very faintly visible if you knew where to look. Now, the newest name, Lenalee's, was wiped.
Oh you had to be fucking kidding him. You have to be fucking kidding.
He didn't know if it was a good thing he wasn't feeling much emotion at discovering another departure. Yeah, he was a little angry. Lenalee didn't deserve to be sent back home, where she was likely being overworked with so few Exorcists left. She could at least rest here, even if she hated it here. He knew that being here was stressful for her, grating on her sanity. He wasn't blind to that. He tried to support here where he could, after all. He was sure everyone else here did, too, in their own way. Save for the Noah, anyway.
...Maybe she really was better off there, though. With Komui. In her proper Home, even if he wouldn't be there.
Ahhh, this sucks. Kanda's shoulders slumped a bit before he continued on to the stairs, climbing up all flights in order to reach Lavi's room. He had simply planned to ask for a spar, considering how hard Lavi had been taking the losses too, but...
Sparring may end up having to wait, once Kanda tells the redhead the news. And as he stood in front of Lavi's door, part of him was dreading it. Might as well tell him now, since he'll find out eventually anyway.
So he lifts up a hand and just. knocks on the door, hoping the other is actually in his room and not out somewhere moping and brooding.
promisedlotus], Lavi [looseleafbook]When: November 25th
Where: Apartments
Rating: G
Summary: No one's harder hit than them.
Allen. Link. Cross. Mikk. All recent losses, and if Kanda wanted to go back even further, he could count his double as well. Exorcists from their world had flocked to Nesreca, and now, it seems they're all being taken away. Like the past few months and weeks were nothing but a tease, a 'game' of Libitina's. Kanda's always shrugged off loss, always quickly moved on, because that's who he was.
He's had no choice but to change the past year while he's been here. Gained time with Alma, experienced what it would be like if...Alma got to live on, as an Akuma, and as an Exorcist. Possibilities brought to light thanks to alternate universes. He actually got what you could consider, for him, close to Allen Walker. And yeah, they fought. They argued. They clashed and butted heads, like they always have. But it was never as often here. It was more 'swallow your pride and work together.'
But he cared. Losing Allen is what started it, for him.
Restless nights, continuous unease and frustration that he just couldn't find a release for. Then Link left. Then Cross, and shortly after, Mikk. His frustration and irritation at losing Cross was clearly now known by all, whether they chose to acknowledge it or not. It was there as plan as day on the network. Link and Mikk he barely knew, and didn't really care that much for. Just another piece of 'home,' as it was starting to become, while they were around.
It would definitely be nice if they could get a break from this, of people they were close with leaving. But considering their lives, how they've lived, it was probably too much to ask for.
Kanda makes his way inside of the apartments after trying meditation for an hour and a half, and he has to pause as he passes one of the doors by the front door. Room 102...didn't have a name. He just stood there, staring for a long moment. 'Allen Walker' was still very faintly visible if you knew where to look. Now, the newest name, Lenalee's, was wiped.
Oh you had to be fucking kidding him. You have to be fucking kidding.
He didn't know if it was a good thing he wasn't feeling much emotion at discovering another departure. Yeah, he was a little angry. Lenalee didn't deserve to be sent back home, where she was likely being overworked with so few Exorcists left. She could at least rest here, even if she hated it here. He knew that being here was stressful for her, grating on her sanity. He wasn't blind to that. He tried to support here where he could, after all. He was sure everyone else here did, too, in their own way. Save for the Noah, anyway.
...Maybe she really was better off there, though. With Komui. In her proper Home, even if he wouldn't be there.
Ahhh, this sucks. Kanda's shoulders slumped a bit before he continued on to the stairs, climbing up all flights in order to reach Lavi's room. He had simply planned to ask for a spar, considering how hard Lavi had been taking the losses too, but...
Sparring may end up having to wait, once Kanda tells the redhead the news. And as he stood in front of Lavi's door, part of him was dreading it. Might as well tell him now, since he'll find out eventually anyway.
So he lifts up a hand and just. knocks on the door, hoping the other is actually in his room and not out somewhere moping and brooding.
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"I'll have to look..." Sad again at the mention of Allen.
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Letting out a breath before nudging Lavi with an elbow. "He'll come back."
♥
Looking up at him, "Hope so..."
♥
"Have hope." Probably weird to hear it from Kanda, but every time he himself says it, it kinda...helps? It makes him think way back, to his and Allen's first mission together.
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Lavi lets out a strained and short laugh, giving up and giving Kanda a drape-hug. He needs this.
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Kanda stumbles just a tad at the sudden drape-hug, obviously not expecting it. He hides a faint grin, just letting the other hang on him. They both need it.
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Lavi tightens his arms around Kanda, not wanting to let go of his last friend here. His hope is running out...
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"Things will work out, rabbit. They always have."
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"Just usually not in our favor..."
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Have a light tug at your hair for that, Lavi. "Stop that."
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"Need anything I can get you?"
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