"That's like saying it's a gift to be royal." She tilts her head to the side. "Rin was so horrified when I told him what my people do, I felt bad. I do all of it though, every single murder, every child left without parents, every boy sent to battles. My authority, my orders, I may as well slit their throats myself." Even when she wasn't in control of what men did, it was she that took the blame. They wouldn't give her a proper army, so she lost a battle. It was still her fault for not having a proper army and their excuse to remove her from power.

"Yes, I know it makes one sick. No doubt when I awake, I'll have need for your medicines. But right now? It's dulled, all of it, and that's all I want. I do not care if it's improper or wrong. Have some honestly if you want to try it. You'd have to have weak blood indeed if only a glass effected you." Wine, good wine, was in her honest opinion, one of the best things to ever happen to the world.