beanstalk: (♠ neutral「I have seen Him」)
神田 ユウ ([personal profile] beanstalk) wrote in [community profile] niteo_logs 2012-04-01 10:04 pm (UTC)

[He would be nice to have everyone here, to escape from the war, if only for a while. Neither of them were used to it, yeah, but what choice did they have but to get used to it? But it doesn't mean it never hurt, though. It's obvious that they've suffered being here for so long. Sasuke, too.

Rhode was always a concern, especially if she tried to flaunt information like she had when she was first here. That was what pretty much had Kanda's attention the entire time, just the threat of her telling - or worse, showing - Alma what she had seen in North America. But he should have still done better, should have controlled himself better. He shouldn't have needed be tackled down in the stairwell by Lenalee - a desparate Lenalee, at that.

She deserved better from him. He was pretty much one of her serrogate brothers, and he failed in that role.

Maybe it helped to be a Bookman apprintence in that case. But as long as he could help it, Kanda wasn't going anywhere. He'd be damned if he did. He had to help keep things together, he couldn't be off running around at home. (Even if that was kind of what he planned to do at home, too.)

(At least there they could busy themselves with actual jobs.)

Perhaps. There's only one way to find out, and that's...wait and see if they ever come back. (Kanda's nearly convinced Allen might not.) He's selfish in hoping they do. Maybe even a Noah, too, just so it won't be completely boring.

Hey hey, he tries not to fall back that way. But he doesn't really intend to do anything alone, at least maybe not on purpose. But a fist fight or...something physical sounds good, right now. Something they both need.

Funny, how that happened. Kanda had been the one to try and get rid of your alcohol, too.

Oi, why does he need to see a doctor? He's fine!! You can ask for a check-up if you want, but there are certain things about his health that he wants to keep secret. Especially when they eventually apply to Alma, too.]


Whatever.

[Why not do it? It might give them a better insight to Nesreca, too. Hard to say if it's something they can do without Cross noticing, though. And it is something Lavi and Lavi alone specializes in.

As long as it stays between them, he's fine with it. He remembers what it's like not to have anyone.

Stuffing his hands in his pockets once they get to the library.]
Sure.

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