[You're clinging metaphorically if not physically. You've become dependent on his existence here. And you know that's not good, you're supposed to be that giant oak tree that stands on its own and withstands the onslaught of time and storms. You're that rock. If anything Lavi should be the one dependent on you. But his idea of duty still hasn't disappeared, he still feels like he has to do his job. Even if his other job has been put up on the shelf. But he does it because it's all he has left, if he isn't a Bookman or an Exorcist then what is he?
Lost.
You have Alma. A kid more than willing to spend time with you even if it's gardening. It could be good for you, Kanda. A form of relaxation. Something to broaden your world. So it's not all soba, meditation, and training. Lavi doesn't mind spending time with Kanda but he can't be the only thing that he's got.
And closeness...it might have to take a hit. If he does (eventually) go home.
They're not...idiots?]
Thank you, no reason for you to get tossed in jail because your Russian is ancient.
no subject
Lost.
You have Alma. A kid more than willing to spend time with you even if it's gardening. It could be good for you, Kanda. A form of relaxation. Something to broaden your world. So it's not all soba, meditation, and training. Lavi doesn't mind spending time with Kanda but he can't be the only thing that he's got.
And closeness...it might have to take a hit. If he does (eventually) go home.
They're not...idiots?]
Thank you, no reason for you to get tossed in jail because your Russian is ancient.