"I was stupid. I thought I could trust him. He said if I came he'd give us food, enough for everyone, I just wanted to help-" he mumbled, "And I couldn't feel you-and-and I was supposed to give them to you- and there were so many- and- I thought you were dead-" He had to stop there, trying to catch his breath, chest heaving as he hyper ventilated, "Soubi, I want to go home. Please, I want to go home."
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